The Dragon's Rage

Whats New Ezee Doo?

Hooookay...i realised that there are people who read my blog! *gasp*

hahahaha..anyways, i'd like to thanks those who took the time to read all the mumbo jumbo that i wrote. it means a lot to me that my frens do take the trouble to see wat the heck i wrote and give comments to it. it does put a smile to my face to see it. thanks all.

alrite..after a week plus of non-blogging, i have decided to blog today. why? becoz i want to tak break frm work (i am a slave nowadays..a slave i tell ya..). So u all must be wondering, what is Ezee gonna rant about today? Well, today dear frens i want to rant abt ppl thinking that my INTEREST and HOBBIES are for kids (to whomever it is...ur a dork u nitwit).

okay, so yeah..i collect toys..i buy model kits and sure as hell i love those giant bipedalled machines called robots. i love them so much that there was a time when i wanted to be one. yep. u can call me Ezeebot if u want coz i will stand proud and holler back...hahahahaha...dear ol' dad introduced me to it and its stuck ever since (sorry pappy..hehehehe..)..

as i grew older, my love for this things were still there..yes, i grew up and was always picked on saying that i'm like a big kid..still into this stuff. it wasnt a fun thing to go thru might i say, but i was sometimes ashamed of myself.

until at one point...

i didnt friggin care anymore!

oh yeah! thats it! its payback times boys and girls! i've always loved robots and i know i'll keep loving even if i have had children of my own. and i'll show them wat its all abt and explain to them that its not friggin wrong to like wat u like even if there are other farkers out there who think its not. its free country u ass-bent-piece of crap..

these type of ppl are usually goddamn hypocrites. they think they know everything and what they do or their interest is the ONE thing in the world thats awesome..well..two words for u, u sack of dung, fark you! if ppl can accept wat u like and not say anything...who gave u the god given rite to say things abt wat ppl like?

ppl like u are those who are the disgrace of humanity. why i say this? becoz ppl were born with choices. be it good one or bad ones, choices are made everyday and ppl live with it. if u take that away, then wats the whole friggin point of being human? wen u say sumthing abt someone's interest and hobby, u dun say..'so childish' or 'like children' becoz these things are made by adults. and for ur extra fact jack, there are those who collect and does the same hobby as me who are older..some have kids and enjoy playing it with them. it not only keeps the child inside u happy, but it creates a bond between a parent and child. furthermore it makes u look younger...and happier!

so screw your opinions and screw urself. coz this dude is happy with who he is and what he likes. and i think i speak for all those who are into this stuff and hobbies.

btw, go look up the word dimwit in the dictionary...i believe it has ur name on it.

Frm the Dragons Den..

oodelaly!

Rant Of The Day..

While i'm typing this down, it isnt even noon yet. and this morning started great until some farking news popped up. and here i am updating my blog with a lot of uneasiness coz i dunno, with this i might step on some ppl's toes. but wat the heck, who the fark cares.

Anyhoo...theres one thing that i hate most is ppl who dont keep their words. for 'example'..ahem..those who said they'll sell u the item and since u dont have the money they keep it for u. so here we are happy, and knowing that the item u so much wanted is in good hands and will be urs wen u get the farking dough. alas..all hope is crushed wen u find out that particular item has been sold to someone else. now isn't that farking good news? this is wat happened to me. yeah, i asked someone to hold on to this item that i wanted so badly..and just this morning i found out it was sold to someone else!!

holy farking spitz batman...the thing is i remember so well this farking a**hole said to me to take my time. i had time but din have the money, and wen i had the money i din have time. so i thought it was cool coz the seller mentioned abt taking my time, so i tried to make the deal as best and as soon as i can. i mean i sell stuff too and sometimes i keep items for ppl for months, why? becoz of goodwill. but i guess not everybody is like me. i even had to put up with his arrogant bitchin just to make sure i secured the item.

the least that the bastich can do is at least inform me. he's got my number, hell..he even could PM me on certain forum sites. there u can see an a**hole if there ever was one. a**holes dont change, they just keep being a**holes till they graduate to farking bast*rds. good luck to u, u fark..ur gonna need it if u ever come face to face with me..

well..watever i say now won't change anything, the item has been sold to someone else and i'm left empty handed. anyways, one good thing happened to me though, is a good fren of mine gave me something that i dont think i can ever replace (Matt, gud buddy...if yer reading this..thanks for the OP, gonna get yer stuff sold as soon as i can...a few buyers ard though)...thats the only good thought that can make me smile despite this burning desire to rip some a**hole's face and grind him to the ground.

from the Dragon's Den..

cheers~~

Superman Returns

I managed to watch Superman Returns again last saturday. The first time i saw it with my TransMy Yumcha Team aka Red Team. The second was with my Traffic Magazine pals, and all i can say is once the movie was over..i felt the same way wen i saw it the first time. Exhilirating! Awestruck! Those are the words would come close to how i felt. Some say its becoz i'm just a great fan of Superman. Well, i guess i am. i've read his comics and i've seen his movies and i watched his cartoon series. So maybe i am a fan...heh...and proud to be one!

Okay, i know there has been reviews abt the movie and one thing i noticed that our local moviegoers hasn't been giving good reviews abt it. And i dont even know why. maybe its the new generation. those who didnt really grow up with the superman movies, or maybe those who has been given the 'i'm-so-traumatized-hero-but-must-be-strong-and-look-good' type of movie...who knows? but wat i know, the movie totally left me breathless and renews my interest in the Man of Steel. The story is quite simple to say the least, but u have to look beyond it to know more. Brandon Routh's potrayal of Superman/Clark Kent does justice to the late Christopher Reeves. And personally i think there isnt anybody else who can carry the cape better. Kate Bosworth, excellent potrayal of Lois Lane (so much better than Margot Kidder) and Kevin Spacey..what more can i say? AWESOME performance!

Some say the movie is 'too emotional'...wat did u expect, Supes left earth for 5 years and wen he came back the world continued. i mean i'd be devastated to see that the love of my life went on with her life...i can understand that Bryan Singer wanted to potray the human side of Superman. he may be the guy with all those awesome powers, but deep in he is still a man. and as a man, he has his emotions to cope with. thats being true to the Superman mythos. the man behind the cape.

Cinematography? spectacular! the shots of Supes saving the day are huge and deemed SUPER! my fav shots would be the time he went up in space to listen to cries of help frm ppl, or the scene where he flew into the sky to charge himself and the sun shining brightly giving his silhoutted visage..now that was totally Superman...and another scene before i forget, is how he entered his Fortress of Solitude...wow...

As u can see...i loved the movie. i love the characters and i wouldnt mind watching it again over and over again.

and if anybody asks me why i'm totally into Superman...

simple...

he's Superman.

PS: to those who thinks the movie is a bore and giving negative feedbacks abt it, screw u. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Another Rant...

it's 6pm and i'm just abt to leave the office. but not just yet. i was just checking out my forum...yep, Zero-G for any kind of news and also for any personal messages frm members. all this while i guess i've been rather dormant in the forum (yeah, been spending alot of with the TransMy munkys..they're one helluva bunch..and thats a compliment...), but i kinda notice that the member increase is quite big nowadays..we've reached the 200+ mark again! wen i said again its becoz we reached it once, but after some spring cleaning (getting rid of old inactive accounts...) it was down to 100+..sad aint it? well thats the life in forums.

anyhoo, thats not the point that i want to talk about. wat i want to talk abt is arrogance. yeah. i noticed in the forums there are those who has the know-all and be-all attitude. well, u wanna know what? fark off. dont think that u do just a few good models and have a farking site makes u like a god in the modelling world. true there are those who are true masters like Fichtenfoo (those who are into gunpla should know who..) which has his own site and all are as humble as any other modeller can be. these ppl are those who gain respect. these are the ones that succeed becoz of one thing..the are just plain humble. they know they're good but they keep their ego in check.

wat i want to rant about rite freakin now are those arrogant modellers who think they own the gunpla industry. i'll say it again, fark off u farking hosers! and trust me, i've seen their sites and i've seen wat they can do...my comment? i've seen ppl who can do better but dun brag abt it or show it. who cares what u think or whatever u do during ur free farking time...if u think ur good..then go to the fichtenfoo forums and put up that attitude of urs...i will so be happy to see ur farking heads blown off...hahahahahaha...

yeah, i've heard stories abt u hosers...and i know wat goes on ard. u think just that i'm quiet abt it or not bring it up i dont know? ur so farking wrong u ignorant bast*rds...go jump off a cliff and we'll all wish u to hell with a smile on our faces.

okay..i've let off some steam. looks like i broke my promise abt not being harsh. but wat can i say, sometimes i'm surrounded by a**holes and farking arrogant idiots...

until my next rant...

cheers!

Choices

Somebody commented that I should at least keep my friggin blog updated. Yeah, i know...i'm not a heavy blogger. i like to read 'em, but not write too often. Why? coz i choose to not write...hah...and that brings to our topic of the day boys and girls. Choices. We go through life everyday making choices. Like wat i'm doing now, today i choose to write a blog. since most of my buddies are bloggers, i guess i should try not to embarass them to much. *Note to self, be a self concious blogger - end of note*

okay, where were we? oh yeah. i was driving home today and was listening to some tunes and one of those tunes just sparked sumthing in me. a spark that made me go thru a bunch of memories and mistakes. i was thinking to myself, what the fark am i doing? things of past are just meant to stay there...past. no bringing it up, no feeling regrets of wats been done. but to my amazement, i was flooded with warm and happy thoughts. i know that i've made some bad choices, and i learn from them. and the best thing is that those thoughts that came to mind were the post-mistake scenes. yep. and for one thing, those are scenes and memories that i would want to live on inside me no matter how long its been.

the choices we make are those that define on who we are. and i know a considerable amount of farks out there that complain and bitch about 'wat if...?' or 'wat if i chose..?'...its like their lives are full of wat if's. c'mon la, u made a mistake, u chose wrong...so live with it u ungrateful farks...(as u can see frm the choices of words, i'm in quite a foul mood..i was planning to write a lighter blog..but nah..who gives a fark...) anyways, i've had my share of complaining and bitchin. not to mention the ever so wonderful 'wat if's...' questions. but one thing that has happened, i've learned to live with my mistakes and yeah, its sumtimes frustrating but wat can i do? it was my choice, i made it at that time and i am responsible for it. live with it. be real.

there are times wen i just feel like giving up on everything. i mean, there is so much that one can handle...but i still remember a fren of mine once said to me..'u know wat ezee, ur one tough a**hole..u know that'..i was going thru some serious shyte, but i was hanging in there. i lost someone i cared for. but i faced it and despite making a choice at that time, i learned to live with it and i knew it was fated to be that way. maybe that person is still around, maybe not. i'll never know. nowadays, i go thru much heavier stuff...stress at work, stress with homework (hah..caught u on that one huh? its my freelancing job okay..), financials (doesnt everybody?)..life (u all know that life isnt as peachy rite?)...

one thing for sure though, i'm still that hard-assed person that my pal mentioned. along the years the armour's been chipped a little, but the core is still strong. i will face my challenges and i will face any problems that i encounter. how? well...just face 'em and not run from it. wen there's a will theres a way....

and for those of u who complains and bitch abt their life, look around u...there are ppl who's having it far worst than u...be thankful and just shut the fark up...

ps: this is just some pent up anger that i'm letting out. the next blog wont be too harsh...i promise. cheerios!